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farsickness2020-07-09 04:40 am
jiangzaid) wrote in farsickness2020-07-09 04:40 am
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A Painful Loss
WHO: Xue Yang and open!
WHEN: July 9th -13th-ish
WHAT: Reacting to a loss and then travelling
WHERE: Gazin and out on the road
WARNINGS: Canon warnings include mentions of violence, suicide, torture.
Closed to Zichen
Xue Yang sleeps in the same position almost every night. Sprawled across Xiao Xingchen. It makes sure he wakes when the other man does. Reassures them both that the other is alive and still with them.
Until he isn't.
Xiao Xingchen...isn't there under his arm and side.
He wakes up only to scream, already knowing he's lost something precious again. Again. Fingers dig viciously into his hair and he curls in on himself, eyes squeezing closed.
Closed to Wen Qing
There is only one other person he needs to see. He knows just where to find her, so Xue Yang sets off probably a bit too fast for his current state of health, but he doesn't care. He's stumbling and limping along on a leg that doesn't want to support him, but he ignores it in favor of searching for her. Her clinic is his first stop, but if she's not there, he'll go banging on her door until she (or someone else) opens it for him.
Road - Open
He's still expected to work, though he has been given permission to ride and be accompanied. So despite the broken state of his spirit, he's mounted a decent horse and set off to gather his employer's latest wagon of supplies the next town over and escort it back. There is a lack of his usual smirk. He's painfully pale.
And quiet. But he's still dutifully keeping his attention on the surrounding road and trees. He still has Zichen. He still has Wen Qing. He can't fail them by losing his job. He can't, so he won't.
WHEN: July 9th -13th-ish
WHAT: Reacting to a loss and then travelling
WHERE: Gazin and out on the road
WARNINGS: Canon warnings include mentions of violence, suicide, torture.
Closed to Zichen
Xue Yang sleeps in the same position almost every night. Sprawled across Xiao Xingchen. It makes sure he wakes when the other man does. Reassures them both that the other is alive and still with them.
Until he isn't.
Xiao Xingchen...isn't there under his arm and side.
He wakes up only to scream, already knowing he's lost something precious again. Again. Fingers dig viciously into his hair and he curls in on himself, eyes squeezing closed.
Closed to Wen Qing
There is only one other person he needs to see. He knows just where to find her, so Xue Yang sets off probably a bit too fast for his current state of health, but he doesn't care. He's stumbling and limping along on a leg that doesn't want to support him, but he ignores it in favor of searching for her. Her clinic is his first stop, but if she's not there, he'll go banging on her door until she (or someone else) opens it for him.
Road - Open
He's still expected to work, though he has been given permission to ride and be accompanied. So despite the broken state of his spirit, he's mounted a decent horse and set off to gather his employer's latest wagon of supplies the next town over and escort it back. There is a lack of his usual smirk. He's painfully pale.
And quiet. But he's still dutifully keeping his attention on the surrounding road and trees. He still has Zichen. He still has Wen Qing. He can't fail them by losing his job. He can't, so he won't.