"I won't lose you, will I?" Zichen sits down and crosses his legs, "I've encouraged you to become a great man and now I don't want to let you go. Does that make me selfish?"

He fears it does. Xue Yang can have the sort of effect he and Xingchen had wanted to have on...anyone. Everyone. They found a gem and after some shining (healing) he is ready to better the world.